We lived in two different worlds.. you and me
my world is prison and a sanctuary for me
it looks the same as your world
but mine is twisted once you try to enter it
so yeah that's why you will never really knows me
and I'm fine with it. I never expected people to understand me.
Just leave me here and be on your way.
Cheers.
Sometimes people who thinks they're matured will comment on your immaturity
Now the big question is who the hell are you to say what should I do with my life? My mom?
Dear those people.. Please shut the hell up and mind your own business.
Cuz there's a limit on how much crap I can take from your mouth.
Peace
All of us have it right? Some past that we could not forget or let go. Every time we try to forget it, it will always appear back in our life.. Letting go, easier said than done.. for me too, I hope that I will finally accept this and move on.
When I was younger I always thought that my family is normal..long long ago that is.. I guess when I went
through the age I realized that there is actually no normal family.. every family got their quirks I guess but
nowhere near the weirdness of my family.. but then again maybe something IS wrong in my head..
I guess being detached from what I called family have an effect on my head.. I always thought that being
the eldest we must never ever be a failure, we have to succeed in everything never to show weakness..at
least that's how I was brought up.. There was a time that I rebelled against my parents and wow that was
liberating.. but time mature us I guess.. in the end things become clear and well you could say it went
better after that.. and I'm glad my siblings don't follow my footstep haha
well that was a story from long - long ago and I'm really, really thankful for everyone I met during those
rebellious years.. you guys help me one way or another and for that I'm really grateful for you guys..
too bad they wont be reading this :P
Well that's it for a piece of my normal? life.. Stay tuned
Cheerio

